I'm talking now
Sorry for not keeping updated lately. Have had troubles here on the home front, personal. Workable issues, but they need my tender, loving care, so ya know.
Plus, I'm dealing with the fight against skin infections. I've had Septis in the past, bone infections in the hip joint area's, and I have to be careful. Simple things to keep my environment safe against the skin infections are not so simple for a woman in a wheelchair, and dealing with a whole lot of physical pain. I deal with that every day of my life, but rarely does it get me down like it has been lately. I'm usually a fighter, a survivor, and have always been strong in my will to make the best of my life, and the people I care about. My spiritual life is strong still, but the rest of me is overly challenged right now. I've involved myself in the political issues of the day, and I'm an advocate for Native American, and First Nations issues and causes. I'm my authentic self in my faith, and my views, but lately I've grown weary of the constant challenges to my faith, and the way I can't seem to work through what other people see me as, which is often times, the word delusional, that I've been judged as. So, I've taken a time off, of sorts, in all that I do on the net, with the exception of my art, and saying hello to friends now and then. I'm living one day at a time, loving my family here at home, keeping my love for Christ in line with my life, with his love for me, even though many wish I would give up on Christ, and that is a painful lesson I'm learning to live with. With my art, I'm trying to find the right camera that I can afford, to get my new works on line. I will keep working on that, as my work in art is a huge part of who I am. Today is Valentines Day in America. So, Happy Valentines Day! Much love to you all. Janet
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