I'm talking now
I'm sorry friends, all my holiday plans I have been forced to change, yet again. I developed a deep skin infection quite fast on my lower right leg after bumping into an old injury that was never fully healed up. By the time I could get in to see the Nurse practitioner it was in serious shape. I was told it was Cellulitis, and I should have gone to the hospital for intravenous antibiotics. I was quite surprised, but asked if I could just try a day or two of pill form meds before making that kind of decision. She relented. So far, I have avoided the hospital, and the infection is healing, but I don't think this infection is going to heal in just a few more days. I feel quite lethargic, with a slight temperature, and constantly nauseous. The icky tummy feeling is what I am battling in trying to get anything done. It's the type, and strength of the meds that make me feel bad.
So my Christmas plans are shot, and I have been delayed this long now in finishing up my few updates to my teddy bear calendar. My updated teddy bear drawings are needed because of faded coloring as some of the drawings are up to 7 years old now. I must need a new way of doing holiday art works. I have had such a hard time with realizing my dreams because of my health, and disability. What I don't understand is why do I have these issues right when the holidays are close, and I have all these cool holiday things I want to do, and share. I'm not the poor, pity me type. Being in a wheelchair has made me much stronger in spirit, and more determined in realizing my hopes. I am a fighter. I don't give in, at least not when I know in my heart I can do this! So, what's the problem?? I do need to change something, and I'm not sure what at the moment that is. All I got at the moment, ---> fantasizing my limbs are cyber robotic super power charged I am woman hear me roar!! With powers of good health, and vitality through my super human blood!! Yeah, I like that fantasy. Happy Holidays= Hanukkah, Kwanza, and a Very Merry Christmas! Love-Hugs-Peace Janet
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