So my Christmas plans are shot, and I have been delayed this long now in finishing up my few updates to my teddy bear calendar. My updated teddy bear drawings are needed because of faded coloring as some of the drawings are up to 7 years old now.
I must need a new way of doing holiday art works. I have had such a hard time with realizing my dreams because of my health, and disability. What I don't understand is why do I have these issues right when the holidays are close, and I have all these cool holiday things I want to do, and share. I'm not the poor, pity me type. Being in a wheelchair has made me much stronger in spirit, and more determined in realizing my hopes. I am a fighter. I don't give in, at least not when I know in my heart I can do this! So, what's the problem?? I do need to change something, and I'm not sure what at the moment that is. All I got at the moment, ---> fantasizing my limbs are cyber robotic super power charged I am woman hear me roar!! With powers of good health, and vitality through my super human blood!! Yeah, I like that fantasy.
Happy Holidays= Hanukkah, Kwanza, and a Very Merry Christmas!