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Finally resolved my prescription issue with my Dr's office this morning, and now have them filled. Very grateful, as now I can enjoy my family holiday time this turkey day holiday.
I have that growing itch to get back to my drawing. It's one of the few pleasures that are a regular part of my life! To have a cozy, private place to just sit, and draw is my favorite time of creating, which is most often just sitting there in bed with my art board on a pillow for hours into the night. Of course, I do have those days where I must have noise. Like listening to the classic rock, heavy metal, really good rock-n-roll sounds of my generation. Sometimes, it's a day of stomp, and glorify the lord. Spirit filled, fun, and energy sapping, but in a good way. =) It's rarely boring. I usually have several projects going. Besides the Impatien Dreams drawing, I've worked on holiday art I started last year. They haven't been completed, but will be soon. Can't wait to get back to work on them all! I wish everyone, a SAFE, happy turkey day holiday. Love-n-Peace, Janet
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Hi everyone, I got back on line last night. Things have come to a halt here. I was trying to unpack from the move. Unpacking has stopped because I don't know why, but my Dr has not refilled my pain medications. It's been 2 weeks since my last pain treatment. I just can't move well without the help. I don't know how long it will take to resolve this issue, but I hope on Monday. Holidays are here and I had plans, and now I don't know. I'm stressed over what might be the problem. I have not been able to get any other answer then "the order is on his desk."
I'm trying to maintain a positive attitude. Pain is demanding, exhausting. I would rather not have to take any kind of medications, least of all narcotics. They have helped to give me some quality of life, and without the help, life just kind of sucks away. I don't drive anymore. I don't overuse, or abuse the medications, so I am left with unanswered questions, and trying not to lose respect for my Doctor. I was able to bring out my Impatiens Dream drawing. I was hoping to find inspiration to work on it. I tried. I'm just too pain stressed to draw right now. Best I can hope for is a good night's rest tonight, cause there have been good days where I didn't have to have the pain meds, it's just became an especially bad time right now because of the moving. Hopefully, things will be worked out before I have to give up on holiday plans. Good night. Love, and peace, Janet Just like my art work, which I'm redoing for the second try of my Impatien Dreams color pencil drawing, I'm having to start over in life by moving from my home, which I love, to an apartment of nearly the same size but more affordable. I don't wish to talk of my personal life beyond a few mentions of what is keeping me from my work right now. I haven't touched my drawing in nearly a week, as the stress of packing, and moving all day, and drawing for hours into the night has caused me more stress then I can handle right now. I have been sick recently because of the stress, so I am forced to slow down, and put my drawing aside, to a safe place while all this moving is going on. I'm a bit paranoid of ruining another drawing, so I'm being especially careful with this one. I have my computer for a few more days until I have to pack it up with table and all. I was given more days with my computer because the now and then distraction helps me to relax more.
I will be back to my drawing next week, as I settle down in my new dwelling place. I'll be back soon. Peace, Janet |
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