I have my plans, and those oh so wonderful unwanted issues that keep cropping up to change my plans. With health, computer repairs, costs I can't afford, and obliged to pay for, I feel like I'm in sinking sand. An ear that has an old patch on the drum from surgery many years ago, has a large leak or the drum has burst, as there is a lot of fluid drain. Seen Nurse practitioner, on meds, but the problem persists. This is not a usual health issue that I have to deal with, not since the ear drum patch repair back in 1981/82. I see an ENT soon, I hope. This has slowed me down. I must admit I'm worried. Getting started on sales, wanting new art works up, and the payments account started, is still waiting on me. My computer has no damage, after it froze up on me, and went into repairs 10 days ago, but I lost several key files, and one that is now missing is Windows Fax and Image Viewer. I understand the trouble and why, but it's a conflict that has no workable fix. This file is what I use to download my pictures direct from my digital camera card. Until this issue can be resolved I have to find another way to get my camera pics on my PC. Not being computer trained, this is something I am forced to take time to research, to understand my options. I have never used all the features added to my system so I can explore some.
I'm sorry to everyone that enjoys this site. I'm working to heal up, and keep on working towards my goals. It's hard to think clearly sometimes, with the medications, but I'm a tiger, I CAN deal with all of this, but with me, everything is one day at a time. My mind thinks in the Now, my body thinks, "yeah right, don't boss me around." I try to take care of myself. I eat for nutritional value, and move those parts I can in a daily exercise routine. I might be stumbling, and falling throughout this process, but I'm determined. I have to draw, and I still have time in my life to make my dream a reality.
A prayer for myself, and a prayer for you, that life will never be boring, never be without hope, and faith, and will always have the support through the love of what gifts we have, and the spirit to pursue what we are meant to do.